Chemo is is keeping me down. I'll be out of the fog in a couple weeks.
I love your spirit.
Best to you all!
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David Holder
(202) 270-3174
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The objective of this blog is to keep my friends and family up to date on my delymphomanization.
I was diagnosed with "Stage III Peripheral T-Cell Lymphoma NOS" in August 2007, at 34 years old, with an amazing wife, two kids, loving dog, and generally feeling (as I continue to so feel), as blessed as anyone on this earth.
Stage III means the cancer is in more than one place (my abdomen and clavical), but not in my bone marrow. T-Cell Lymphoma is standard cancer of the lymph node system. N.O.S. means "not otherwise specified", or not one of the standard forms of T-Cell cancer, but somewhat understood nonetheless.
I am going through CHOP chemotherapy until late November. If all goes well, then the cancer will be killed and I'll be back to normal. If there are unexpected hurdles along the way, then I'm in excellent hands with world-wide Lymphoma experts at Georgetown, Hopkins, and Sloan Kettering.
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David..There's no way to tell you how much we care and how strong the prayers are.
Carol, Catherine, Todd, Sam, Lizzy, Chris, Maggie, and Will
Love, Strength, and Heart - all for you. We're missing you and know we'll see you soon. D, G, Ty and Syd
Love, Strength, and Heart - all for you. We're missing you and know we'll see you soon. D, G, Ty and Syd
Glad you popped up to say hi. Had been wondering how you were doing! Don't like the quiet, have to say. ;)
But a funny story about fog ... while we're on the subject. :) I lived on Nantucket back in the summer of '91 (my youth!) and that place is pretty much Fog Central. They have this huge boat race in May every year called the Fugawi. Well, it was SUPPOSED to be a boat race but it was basically a time when a bunch of big white tents went up in the grocery store parking lot, and everyone boated out to the island to get hammered, get cool gear and then got on their boats and headed back to The Cape. Legend has it that the race was named such because back in the early island whaling days the whalers often got lost and said "Where in the fog are we?" or when said REALLY fast with a Massachusetts accent, turns out to be "Where da fuk are we?!" Or maybe that's how it sounded when everyone had tossed back a few. Nothing like a reason to throw a party. Gotta love Fugawi!
Anyway, when the fog lifts out there and the sun comes down over the water (the only place on the East Coast where you can see the sunset over the water, I'm told), it is one of the prettiest harbors and most beautiful places I've ever been. And when your fog lifts, which I hope is very, very soon, I hope you say, "Where da fuk WAS I?" and see a view that is just as spectacular, if not more so.
So many of us are waiting to see your wonderful smile, give you a big hug and share your glorious new beginning with you!
Love you, think of you daily, can't tell you how much we do.
Say hi to Super Dad Larry for us!
XO
CMF
Dave: We know this part well, unfortunately, but hang in there. I asked Anna how she could cheer you up, she thought i meant cheer you ON. By the end of the day, Anna had taught Haley to cheer, "Go Dave, Go!" I hope you heard them, and I hope it cheered you up AND on.
love, tansy, haley, anna and ranan
God David,
I'm so super sorry ur having to go through this unbelievable reality. My hearts aches for you and ur family. But I know ur positive spirit, strength, & determination will get you through this. Ur incredible and I’m super proud of you. I hope u know ur never alone. We’re all thinking of you.
With lots of love,
Danielle (Buerger) Bunting
D -
We're holding you in the light at Friends. Many prayers, good vibes being sent from B'more to NYC.
Much love to you & Liza,
Amy
David,
Nothing can keep that spirit and strength of yours down for long! Keep up the fight, think of your family and friends who love you so much and try to smile. You are extraordinary.
Love
Caren
just know that while there may be some chemo fog in front of you, there is a thicker fog of love and energy all around you
We all sense your frustration and pain but admire the your resolve and the support of your family
Kelly, Cheryl and Brian of Denver
Burn baby burn! - Disco inferno!
Folks were screamin' - out of control
It was so entertainin' - when the boogie started to explode
I heard somebody say
Burn baby burn! - Disco inferno!
Up above my head I hear music in the air - I hear music!
That makes me know there's (somebody)a promise somewhere
Burn cancer burn...chemo inferno!
Rock on brother!
Slocum
There's an infinite amount of love that will help devastate that fog.
Adam
Dave,
Concentrate on resting and gaining strength. We're all behind you.
Much love,
Linda & Ed
D-
I'm at the beach with my family and as I spend time by the glorious water, I think of our time we spent here together and send a little prayer as I look out upon the strong crashing waves....they remind me of you. Hang in there! Love ya- SK
We're with you in the fog. Nothing keeps us away. Love you -- Sally
Hi David!I spoke to your wife yesterday.We were exchanging stories and it seems you and my Phil are in a similar boat.I could hear Reed in the background .He was busy at the playground...I believe you and Phil will both do well and be cured of this awful illness.Take Care!Praying for you!
Stacie Rutar
Best to you, homey. Woodrow
Dave-
I Recently found out about your situation pal, and I just wanted to touch base and let you know that I have been thinking and praying for you..One thing is certain, u are a fighter and I'm sure everyone here has faith in you. You can't keep a good man down, and there is no question that you fit that bill.
All my best,
Mike LaRocco
mlarocco@bpdescap.com
watching the golden boy, Phelps this past week makes me think of you. Apart from the Baltimore connection he also has that fighting determination, he deserves to win and that genuine smile that is so infectious!
Go David the crowd is right behind you. We know you can win this fight. You are our champion.
Lots of love Emma and family - just a few of your fans
David, you will be the next hometown boy to be a winning figure, if Michael could do it you certainly can. Baltimore definitely has room for two stars. Love Diane & Joey
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